Quote
She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that's important.
— Marilyn Monroe
Essay

On the particular loneliness of rainy afternoons

There is a kind of loneliness that only arrives with rain. Not the sharp loneliness of absence, but something older — a vellichor, a wistfulness without object. You stand at the window and the world becomes a watercolour.

The streets remember every footstep. The puddles hold the sky upside-down.

I have been trying to name this feeling for years. Perhaps it needs no name. Perhaps some things live better unnamed, like foxes in cities — glimpsed, beautiful, gone.

Music
Album art
Mitski
Nobody

playing this on loop while watching the rain streak down the glass.